It’s 2:22 am and I am awake listening to the most depressing music trying to drain all the tears I possibly can. Yes, you guessed it, again. My boyfriend was unfaithful. AGAIN. I am unable to stand up to him. I do not have the strength the say I have had enough. This person means the world to me and he thinks I’m nothing and I’m not good enough.
When i close my eyes, i see your green eyes.
Although i have never told you, all those things i should have told you. I miss everything about you. You never should have walked away.
Fuck what I did, it was your fault somehow!! Fuck the presents I threw all that shit out!! Fuck all the crying it didn’t mean jack!